For the sake of..

I hate this feeling of churning out words for the sake of writing.
If a passage or a text is produced, there should be a reasoning behind the production. For expressing one's emotions, for clarifying one's views. I cannot imagine one's fingers flying around the keyboard in a flurry, but yet, the text that is as such created bears no significant meaning to that person. No emotions carried, no thought born.
However, this nagging feeling is overcoming me now. I feel like I'm writing the essay for the sake of writing one. This is also probably why it never exceeds the first paragraph...................................................................................................................


Unhappy vibes be gone! Please grant me some attachment to my work now.
No matter how lowly I feel of my writing skills or how unconfident I ever am................. Let me just produce some quality work.

Excitement got me over my head

I take it all back, the excitement I felt exactly 10 seconds ago.
I thought I could enjoy myself more. I thought. Well I thought wrong.
There are so many things I have to tell my friends, but we're all having differing schedules which makes things even harder. This makes the missing even harder to avoid.


Just admit if you are wrong, it doesn't take much to say that you are. Learning from mistakes is also a virtue. But i guess you'll never understand this will you.

In comes the new

And the old stays put.

Why don't this sentence fulfill its meaning?
It feels like things are drifting apart. To accessorize my feelings, it simply means that my world is falling apart.

I hope I'll do well in school, It's time to wake up my idea. I feel like I'm skimming through school day by day, without a care. When there's like millions of particles of work chasing me down the street, breathing up my neck. 8 weeks down, I don't really understand what's going around me anyways. It's time to get serious.

It's like there's something bugging me deep inside but I just can't refute. But it's getting on my nerves.

How can friends be so rude to friends? "Friends" itself being an ambiguity.

First time I'm feeling these.

Fear, and Amusement at my own retardness.
It's time I wake up of my little bubble.
It's funny how these 2 emotions could actually arise simultaneously, but when it does it gives the most eerie feeling ever.
I always feel so out of sorts nowadays, Like I cannot focus on one thing :/

Agh the irony of things

It never was easy

And it isn't getting any easier now.

Taking a five-r from schoolwork. I underestimated the difficulty of churning out 900 Chinese characters. Since this is an assignment, it contributes to my overall grades. Thus, I should do this to almost perfect standard. However, Nothing of such standard is appearing in my paper :/ :/ :/ :/ :/ :/ :/

There are so much information that I can't seem to understand now, my brain seems to be lagging behind people for these 5 weeks. Gotta catch it back somehow but I don't know the method to. I just cant focus.

School work is piling! Quizzes are a-coming :(
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A perk-me-up for the week, Friday :) Hope that it comes true <3

Reality has sunken in

I'm finally back in school, and I'm in for the 4th week already.

Didn't time just fly by?

Just 3 weeks in and I'm swamped in readings, tutorial qns, un-understood lecture notes and now projects. School has been treating me well, with just 3 full days and the rest being 1 lesson each. Feeling kind of no life at the moment hope this feeling just passes me by.

Time to make new friends and make the most of Uni life right? :)

Its pretty amazing experiencing a whole new world.

I'm missing my free time and all but all is not lost :):)

Optimism and drive!

Dreaming of

Balenciaga Giant City Royal Blue (credits Balenciaga web)

09(?) version with Palladium plated metal Hardware.

Latest with Giant hardware in Red is really pretty.. It shall be my goal when i go out to work! :D

School's a-starting

And my leisure time is going poof. I'm pretty excited, yet pretty scared. I guess, in a good way :) I hope I'll survive well with the work load, travel time, exam stress, new environment, friends........

Besides this, Life has been happy :) Having outings with friends, sort of re-packing my room, clearing my cupboards, desk. Getting new school supplies, notebooks (Pretty pretty!).

Updated my todo list here:

• Visit Paper Market, Artbox..
• Catch Salt, and a couple of movies before school starts!
• Sink myself into the Back to School mode!

:) AJA AJA FIGHTING!

Its for the win.

When I feel accomplished,

I managed t strike off some tabs in my To-do list! (Relief)
Tuition Grant, Tuition Fee Loan and Medical Checkup! I was super scared that there would be a Blood test, lucky there wasn't!

Life's treating me good, my only worry is that my TP test will be l8. Since i haven't even taken my FTT yet :-/ Dennis keeps bugging me t fetch him. It's not that I don't want to.... I CAN'T! I have no lisence, boy. Wait a little while larrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ><

I just felt the urge t blog something so as to not neglect this space, but the moment I started typing I realised I had nothing t say ><
Im waiting for:
1. Eclipse date w Luz
2. Movie marathon w Dennis, YL, Jiaw.

Till then,
With Love.


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Siete cosi disperati. Onestamente non posso crederlo, e disgusto. Si, usted es.

Plans Version 1

To do :

1) Pack my table/room/clothes cupboard ( My table is so messy till I nearly cant see the frosted glass tabletop)

2) Get a shelf/vanity table?

3) Get rid of clothes/ bags I dont want, donate them to Salvation Army

Hope I check off these 3 before mid June :-)

High street

Credits Balenciaga Fall 2010 Ready-to-wear collection

Credits 3.1 Phillip Lim

Prince of Persia date

I woke up w a nooby feeling, Was wondering why...........

And after the many spammy messages from yours truly, (Changing meeting venues/time etc.) finally met Yilin Dennizzzz Jiawei at Cineleisure ^^
Caught..

Jake Gyllenhaal!

It was really good, except the ending. Iunno, kind of awkward and abrupt :-/ I ate the slowest ytd, kudos to the Tv at BBQ Chicken. 2ne1, wg, t-ara videos. Lol Jiawei ended up watching as well! (Jiawei was like a wall, stop growing taller! 188cm is enough!)

I like meetings like this, w bffls, we talk nonstop anything and everything you want t say. Next dates, Killers w Yilin (&ZX? :-) ), Eclipse w Luz tux!

P/s Yilin, actually when theyre talkg abt the army stuff i also gong gong, just pretend we know la hor hahaha!

P/P/S Dennnnnnnis, I'm going t flush out all your highscores on my Blowfish Poppers game, like how you flushed my name out hyak hyak hyak.

To my dear born on impulse blog

Date, Let's Date!
By the highway,
In the garden.
Popcorns, Floral scents, Grins

Give me a whirlwind of romance before the sparks burn out and settle into dust.

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I've got dates this weekend and I'm a happykid :-)
We're gonna catch up, watch movies, talk and shop. Thank you for GSS <3
This hot afternoon, all the more I feel like driving in my car,
and I'll drive you, Count on it :D

Restart

A funny subconscious is urging me back into the blogosphere :-)
& Maybe a move back from Lj? Hoho.

I want to enjoy the pace of life now, a little more carefree, not much deadlines to meet. Found my love for driving, Ok I can't claim this is a love for driving since i can't drive legally yet :-( Awaiting my lisence! Desire the feeling of being in control in the driver's seat :D