이제.. 어린아이가 아니었어.

작년 에 우리 다 걱정없이 그냥 그렇게 살아.

친구랑 매일 만나서, 영화를 보고 맛있는 음식 도 먹고.. 자유 있다! 친구들를 군대를가고, 도 다른 학교가서, 매일 만나지못해서, 정말 아쉬워요..

올해 나이가 먹었어, 많이 걱정하고, 기대 도 있고..

새로운 환경 더 익숙 해야지.

가장 친한, 오빠 같은 친구와 많이 대화를 많이 못해서, 정말 그리워, 도 너무 보고싶어..

학교 방학 곧 있으니까, 우리가 옛날 것처럼 같이 놀자!

사랑해 친구야..

Tumblr as a second home

Tumblr has tickled my fancy & its been 23tealroses for now <3

Keep the hopes up and the flames burning

When you feel one door seems to close up on you, another will open somewhere and somehow. It's your drive and determination that brings you to that door. For that door will open for your future successes.

Don't think there's no use in things, for there will always be hope.
Pick yourself up when you fall, for there's always a longer road to run.
Don't worry if it takes a more arduous journey, for the chances to slow down and smell the flowers.
Remember your closest and truest friends, for they will be the ones being the water and music during your run.

It's these events that we have to go through that strengthens a person, it exercises us mentally, rendering us more proficient in dealing with the other rollercoaster rides we are to take.........................


So never give up, I'm here for you.
Keep the hopes up, and keep the flame burning.

It's been a while

It's really been a while since I've typed up my thoughts, & since writing has always that therapeutic notion to it...

People have been saying my way of speech has changed. Maybe its influence from school, maybe its a phase of growing up. But honestly I feel I need to grow up. Faced with people who brought different experiences I encountered, different feelings I have towards them I think I need some maturation in my thinking.

On another note, things are picking up, I'm meeting more people in school which ultimately is a great thing :-) Lessons are a 3 day week for now, which I definitely am grateful for. Groupmates are a great bunch, thank you very much for that too :-) Hope days would turn out as fun as ever, since its always been claimed by many, that Uni days are the most fun :-) I'm keeping my hopes up for that!

But I'm missing many other people. Things will work out with everyone's initiative to keep the friendship going and I'm undoubtedly keeping my faith in this area!

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Keep love in your heart. A life without it is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and a richness to life that nothing else can bring.
Oscar Wilde

:-)

For the sake of..

I hate this feeling of churning out words for the sake of writing.
If a passage or a text is produced, there should be a reasoning behind the production. For expressing one's emotions, for clarifying one's views. I cannot imagine one's fingers flying around the keyboard in a flurry, but yet, the text that is as such created bears no significant meaning to that person. No emotions carried, no thought born.
However, this nagging feeling is overcoming me now. I feel like I'm writing the essay for the sake of writing one. This is also probably why it never exceeds the first paragraph...................................................................................................................


Unhappy vibes be gone! Please grant me some attachment to my work now.
No matter how lowly I feel of my writing skills or how unconfident I ever am................. Let me just produce some quality work.

Excitement got me over my head

I take it all back, the excitement I felt exactly 10 seconds ago.
I thought I could enjoy myself more. I thought. Well I thought wrong.
There are so many things I have to tell my friends, but we're all having differing schedules which makes things even harder. This makes the missing even harder to avoid.


Just admit if you are wrong, it doesn't take much to say that you are. Learning from mistakes is also a virtue. But i guess you'll never understand this will you.

In comes the new

And the old stays put.

Why don't this sentence fulfill its meaning?
It feels like things are drifting apart. To accessorize my feelings, it simply means that my world is falling apart.

I hope I'll do well in school, It's time to wake up my idea. I feel like I'm skimming through school day by day, without a care. When there's like millions of particles of work chasing me down the street, breathing up my neck. 8 weeks down, I don't really understand what's going around me anyways. It's time to get serious.

It's like there's something bugging me deep inside but I just can't refute. But it's getting on my nerves.

How can friends be so rude to friends? "Friends" itself being an ambiguity.